strap me to my chair!! Tuesday, Aug 30 2005 

haha!! just strap me to my chair!! so i’ll stop moving around when i’m trying to study!! it’s like i can write 1 part of it.. then walk around.. as if my house’s a museum.. then go back and try to summarise my notes again.. arghs!! as this cycle repeats.. i’m getting restless!! haha.. i’m already drawn to my lappy as u can see.. that explains this blog entry here.. goodness!!

today’s lectures not VERY helpful.. but i guess there’s no harm going for them though.. not much tips given.. most of the tips given during lectures already.. u know lecturers like alvin poh, alex pharm, jason chang & ong puay san wun give tips right? they’ll be like everything is impt.. then yeah.. and most of what they taught are impt.. unlike biochem.. dr notti boy just rocks my socks can?! he totally rocks lar.. now what we have to study for biochem is like so much lesser.. we don’t have to focus on what we THINK will come out when it actually WILL NOT come out.. hehe..

yup.. i wished i could have been more disciplined to sit at my study desk instead of sitting here trying to find something to blog abt.. ahh!! time wasted.. goodness!! must study tml!! no more time to waste!! i can’t fail FPATH anymore!! she didn’t give back our quiz.. those tchers who didn’t manage to finish marking our quizzes in time.. i really dunno what to say.. somemore these 2 subs are the 1st 2 papers.. biochem & fpath.. really thanx a lot.. biochem even worse.. our quiz 1 he haven’t even mark.. argh!! XD

aiyah.. better not blog anymore!! tc peeps!! study hard yeah!! go go!! =))

love, jenn

six// are we gonna haf a gatherin soon?! pls pls pls!! haf 1 soon!!

it’s the end!! Sunday, Aug 28 2005 

today is the last day of pesta sukan.. yup.. woke up early.. so that can go & support kenny’s team - kenny, william, yeos, eugene.. yup.. see.. i so nice de lor.. although i complain a lot but in the end i still went right?! hehe.. =)) yeah.. anyway.. they got 2nd!! and the last round was damn cool lar.. all 9 arrows were in the yellow!! haha.. onli 4 in the 9 regions and the other 5 in the X & 10 regions.. haha.. damn high can?! although missed the 1st place by just that lil’ bit.. but nvm lar.. let them happy a while lar.. nxt tym will be ours!! yay!! hehe.. ^^

yup.. den we were monkeying ard lar.. den kenny.. no guts one.. wanna ask her for no. but dun dare.. so in the end i took frm her lar.. and she gave.. hehe.. bt i din wanna gif kenny lar.. den ask him to do all the stupid tings to “earn” her no. lar.. den he go & ask frm her.. bt she din gif.. this is wad she said.. “i gave ur fren already.. persuade her to gif u lar..” muahaha~ awww kenny!! but in the end i still gif him arh.. i so nice rite? hor kenny?! hahaha~~

yup.. went to pizza to celebrate.. nt exactly celebrate lar.. was tinkin ThaiExpress.. bt a bit crowded.. den i gt a bit pissed.. cos had to walk so damn far to find 1 stupid DBS atm.. there’s NO DBS ATM in the heartland mall or wadeva mall it’s called.. kovan there.. yeah.. i din tink dat i was hungry.. instead i tot i was bingin instead.. cos i was kinda full aft dat.. bt jux forced everyting dwn my throat.. mayb cos of the weather ba.. was showin black face when i went in.. den they tot i pissed cos nv go to ThaiExpress.. haha.. bt it’s actually cos i hafta walk so far to get cash!! arghs!!! @*&@^!%$#

den din noe wad bus to take to gt to bedok.. so decided to take mrt instead.. den benny veh notti lor.. cos i tink krys did sumting funny lar.. lynne was supposed to top up her card mar.. den bof machines nobody usin.. bt she stand dwn there laugh wif us also.. den benny idiot lar.. he was lyk “can top up u dun wanna top up.. still stand here heh heh heh” wth lar!! jux wanna kenna whack rite?! idiot lor.. den we all dwn there suan suan onli lor.. hehe.. veh funny though.. lol..

and yeah.. omg.. frm kovan to bedok is lyk frm sg to aust lar.. hahaha~ okok exaggerating.. bt den the journey is very long.. den i sort of slpt lar.. until outram.. den the train hor.. gt this very er xin woman.. she wore her tube so damn low.. mayb its cos of her sagging breasts.. den her pants she wear quite high lor.. i tink a bit higher than the waist there.. den can u imagine.. her tube rite.. is onli coverin the half her upper body.. its hard to say.. ok i’ll draw..



yeah.. now u guys see the difference?? it’s just damn disgusting lar.. den benny lynn krys & i were jux laughin there.. haha.. i admire her courage for wearin tube out lar.. bt den lykdat wear a bit disgustin rite.. den we tot she’s terence’s gf cos also live in aljunied one.. =X opps!! hehe..

aft dat i jux come home & slp.. veh tired can?! den woke up wif 1 side double eyelid den the other single.. feels damn weird lar.. hehe.. yeah.. i tink i havin PMS sia.. so if i ever throw tantrum or wad.. give in to me lar hor.. once every mth onli.. lolx.. XD yeah lor.. sian man.. hai.. nuthing much.. tc peeps.. gd luck for exams!!

love, jenn

last day of the school sems Friday, Aug 26 2005 

today is the last day of year 2 sems 1.. but then didn’t really feel anything lar.. maybe cos next week still hafta come back to sch for revision lect.. -.-” hahaha.. but yeah.. this sems pass veh fast huh.. in jux a blink of an eye.. it’s already over.. still rmb last sems hols got quite a lot of activities.. bendan’s bday.. den trainin larx.. den my bday also.. and a lot of “gatherings”.. yup.. hope this sems’ hols will be as fun too!! minus the trainings.. =X hahahaha!! okay lar.. i noe wad mr ken gonna suan me.. dun whine lar.. dun slack so much.. u tiny whiny tyco queen.. okok point taken.. hahahaha~

yeah.. got back mgen stuffs.. passed most of it.. except the pract test.. got 6 over 25.. smart right.. then in the end when he moderated until upon 20.. i still cannot pass!! arhh!! so sad can?! it’s like 30% weightage lor!! omg!! jux very shitty only can?! damn sad arh.. then i most worried abt this sub de lor.. but then i hope he put higher % on others lar.. haha.. like the recent quiz.. i got 21/25.. *beams* wahh not bad arh.. got 3 open-ended qns get full marks man!! hehe.. that asshole terence got 24 lar.. den still dwn there say nv study lor.. i study lyk siao ok.. can ask kenny lor!! we all sit there study one lor!! *hmpft*

haha.. so outta last wk’s quizzes.. which is pct, aimm, mgen, and lab test.. i only passed 1.. freakin asshole!! yeah man!! issit me or issit cos last wk is jux not a good wk huh?? yeah lor.. aimm i got study lor.. it’s jux the 6 marks hypersensitivity gt wrong.. den yeah.. GONE.. arghs!! then dat alvin poh siao one lor.. both krys & i fail mar.. den marks quite close also.. he say we all copy.. wtf?! wanna copy also pass kind of copy rite.. where got fail still wanna copy same marks one.. lame lorx.. pct also borderline fail.. aiyah.. all borderline fail except dat freakin lab test!! so difficult!! it was a killer paper man!! he said he din noe whether to laugh or to cry when he saw the blanks..

yeah lar.. tink he quite disappointed lor.. bt den.. i din wanna fail too rite.. jux dat.. dunno ehh.. cannot squeeze too many info into my brains.. =(( bt i tink i deserve to fail this arhx.. cos i din even touch lab.. =X ok lor.. i stupid sia.. shld haf studied for lab instead.. cos higher weightage marx.. bt den i go study quiz.. hai!! why lykdat?! aiyah.. better nt tink abt it.. i tink for now jux focus on exams lorx.. i jux veh du lan if i fail my ca lar.. even if pass exam will still consider fail the sub lorx.. den yeah.. a bit dun wanna study for mgen lorx.. cos i tink i’ll fail my ca.. and the best ting is dey wun tell us if we pass or fail our ca.. cos wan us to turn up for exams.. wth!!

hai.. oh yeah!! krys mum treat kenny & i to jack’s place.. i ate lyk a pig lar.. i finished my food man!! mayb except dat potato lar.. bt i finished it!! so proud of myself!! hehe.. aft dat still eat ice cream u noe.. shit lorx.. gonna gain lotsa weight man.. nvm.. hols den slim down.. and i’ll cfm slim down one.. dun care.. if i put on weight until 55kg horx.. i’ll eat extrim.. nobody’s gonna stop me!! hahaha!!

aiyah.. nuthin much to update liaox.. decided to chiong my maple 1st.. hehe.. nxt wk cannot play maple le.. mux jia you jia you!! =)) yup.. work hard yeah!! ^^

love, jenn

feeling weird.. Friday, Aug 26 2005 

the title says it all.. feelin kinda weird.. as if i gonna fall sick soon.. which is.. quite true lar.. and.. kinda tired.. bt dun wanna slp yet.. yeah.. and.. a lot of stuffs.. issit just the thinkin period or am i worrying too much.. i’m damn scared that i’ll fail my mgen ca lar.. den even if i pass my exam i also cannot pass the whole fuckin subject.. just 1 sentence frm dr chang & i’ll give my best for exams.. “u passed ur CA”.. dats all i nid frm him.. haha!! =P

been worryin whole day lar.. its lyk jux keep tinkin abt it.. for fpath.. nt dat bad.. cos i dun tink i’ll fail the lab.. and i tink i can pass my quiz? i hope so lar.. hehe.. then tutorial.. nv fail dat badly also.. yeah lor.. bt still.. it’s a borderline subject.. hai!! so sad arh!! i dun wish to retake lar!! hafta retain 1 more semester jux for these 2 subs.. i wanna clear everything lor!! last sems my hpi fail lyk nobody’s biz i also nt dat scared.. cos my tut all full marks de mar.. bt den.. aiyah!! dunno lar!! jux very worried!!

nvm.. shldn’t worry too much rite? jux do my best can le.. god pls hlp me ok.. it’s nt as if i nv study for it lar.. i gt try lor.. pls dun do tis to me.. =(( yeah.. anywayx.. i bought my miniSD card!! hehe.. 256MB for 39 bucks.. which i find quite a bargain lar.. bought it frm the small IT fair outside library.. yup.. then now my phone can take 4800++ pics.. hahaha.. take all u wan arh!! lolx.. =X yeah man!! can put more mp3 in it.. yup.. hehe..

recently keep eatin a lot.. i can finish my food.. but after which i’ll feel damn bloated.. but i dunno wads happenin u noe.. last tym when i noe i’m full already.. i’ll jux stop eatin.. now.. even if i noe dat i’m full.. i’ll jux finish up my food!! wads wrong with me!! i tink it’s very scary u noe.. it’s lyk gorgin myself kind u noe.. i noe i’m freakin full.. bt i jux hafta keep eatin & eatin.. until i finish every bit of food on my plate.. gosh!! i’m worried abt my weight lar.. tis one i admit.. bt i tink there’s someting wrong with me too!!

yeah.. i tink i better go get some slp.. before my body clock goes haywire!! nite peeps!! =))

love, jenn

// if only everything was so simple.. then i wouldn’t have to worry about anything!!

what i do best.. Wednesday, Aug 24 2005 

hmm.. been wondering what i can do in the future.. then something hit me hard.. like real hard.. i couldn’t see what’s in for me in the future!! i don’t really know what i wanna do.. or rather.. what i can do.. it’s like given my results.. i doubt i can get into any local universities.. yeah.. i don’t have the money to go overseas.. then what? start working? as?? salegirls?? pharmacist??

it’s like.. i excel in nothing!! well.. if there’s something i do best.. that’ll be slacking.. haha.. is there a job for the slackers?? hai.. it’s like.. i can’t help it if i’m stupid right.. i just can’t seem to push up my GPA.. it’s getting lower & lower each freaking semester!! i bet this sems is another sucky one.. cos got FPATH & MGEN.. =((

yeah.. anyways.. i had a bad dream last night.. very weird too.. hehe.. yup.. i don’t know whether to laugh at it or what.. it’s just very hmm.. hard to describe.. yeah.. it’s abt.. me & bendan broke up after our 1st month (which had already past quite long ago).. den i din tell my family.. jux so happen that we have this family dinner thing.. so they invited him.. i had no choice but to ask him to join us.. u noe.. yeah..

then yeah.. we were jux talkin in the room.. cos he initiated the breakup but din really tell me the reason lar.. i tink was cos he prefer singlehood.. or somewhere along that line lar.. i can’t rmb.. and my parents had to come in.. and they were makin a big fuss lar.. sayin that why i neglecting him & all.. that i’m so hard to get along with.. if we ever break up it’ll be my fault.. must be i initiate it one.. wahh.. haha.. in my dream also hafta control my r/s.. funny hor?? lolx..

yup.. then i cannot tahan lar.. started crying lyk siao.. until i carn even talk kind.. yeah.. cos it’s like the whole world putting the blame on me.. hahaha.. weird lar.. den yeah.. in the end i fainted.. and fell into depression.. i dunno hw come lykdat lar.. supposed to be 1 mth of r/s onli rite? hahaha.. very weird.. this is the best part.. I LOST WEIGHT!!! hohoho!! =X yeah.. then i din wanna talk to anybody when i was in the hospital..

the psychiatrist was sayin.. if i dun accept help frm others.. and i dun wanna help myself.. hw m i supposed to get well.. i told him that my intention at that point wasn’t to get well anyway.. HOHO.. buay attitude!! lolx.. =X yeah.. den he asked me wad i want? so i was like.. i dunno.. i wanna see him yet i dun wanna see him cos i wanna move on mar.. in the end was my family & friends help me get over it lar.. bt i dunno whether i gt gain weight aft dat.. hahahaha.. =X yeah.. that’s the weird dream.. i mean it’s lyk crappy right??!!

yeah lor.. lolx.. dunno y i gt stupid dream lyk this.. oh yeah.. now this song is stuck in my head!! i swear by All 4 one.. it’s nice lar.. hehe.. =)) share with u guys.. good tings mux share rite.. haha.. yup.. tink dats all lar.. tc yeah peeps.. i tink i gettin sick soon.. gosh!! =((

love, jenn

All 4 One - I Swear
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what’s waiting on your mind
you can be sure I know my part
’cause I stand beside you through the years

you’ll only cry those happy tears
and though I make mistakes
I’ll never break your heart

and I swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky I’ll be there
I swear like the shadow that’s by your side
I’ll be there for better or worse
till death do us part
I’ll love you with every beat of my heart
and I swear

I’ll give you every thing I can
I’ll build your dreams with these two hands
we’ll hang some memories on the wall
and when (and when) just the two of us are there

you won’t have to ask if I still care
’cause as the time changes the page
my love won’t ever age at all

and I swear (I swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky I’ll be there (I’ll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that’s by your side
I’ll be there (I’ll be there) for better or worse
till death do us part
I’ll love you with every single beat of my heart
and I swear..

pesta sukan!! Sunday, Aug 21 2005 

today woke up damn early lar.. 5.15am.. so tired.. all cos of pesta sukan.. hehe.. this is my 1st archery competition.. yup.. met bendan at 6 lykdat.. bt he a bit late lor.. den he also gt competition today mar.. last day le.. den i cannot go.. so sad hor?? =(( yeah..

anywayx.. supposed to meet krys at 6.15am bedok platform mar.. den yeah.. veh funny lar.. i msg her “should see one guy with paddle.. wait there” haha.. cos bendan also meetin his fren there mar.. haha.. so funny!! den when we goin up escalator we were lyk sekali they tok tok there le.. lolx.. so cutee!! bt no lar.. dey nv tok.. hehe.. =P

den yeah.. the competition.. startin veh scared can.. bt aft dat.. jux play lor.. hehe.. XD yeah.. den my 1st round is a bit sux lar.. bt compared to sch’s trainin.. is so much better lor.. in sch i gt lyk wad kind of shit results.. 155/360.. haha.. den dwn there.. 1st round i shot 235/360.. which is lyk improvement!! hahaha.. =P very happy u noe.. i mean although its nt veh gd.. bt i veh happy le lor.. 1st tym i hit 200 lehh.. lolx.. den 2nd round.. gt 269/360.. jux smile smile all the way onli lar.. =))

yup.. kenny gt 1st!! yay!! we expectin treat frm u hor.. hehe.. really very good.. *claps* continue shootin hard k.. hehe.. i jux wanna say TP ROCKS MAN!! lolx.. nt kenny.. is TP~ hahahaha!! =X yeah.. jia you man!! =)) tink everybody gt improve lor.. yeah.. ME ME ME!! haha.. i jux veh happy onli lar.. den dey all say i take steroids.. so bad lor.. =(( hehe.. i gt pray lehx.. ask all the different kinds of God to bless me with tyconess.. lolx!!

actually hor.. aft this competition.. gt lyk make me wanna train harder lor.. bt den hor.. i scared is lyk.. i train.. bt den no improve.. den veh sad lar.. yeah.. so i was tinkin.. at least make effort to go for trainin once a wk.. hahaha.. XD if nt i always pon pon pon.. actually tell u all a lil’ secret.. the wk b4 comp hor.. i nv shoot at all.. hehe.. means i rot for 1 whole wk b4 the comp.. hehe.. =X

yup.. wanna slp le.. quite tired arh.. tryin to slp more.. cos this wkend din really slp a lot.. yup.. gd nite peeps!! =)) jenn rox!!! hahaha..

love, jenn

greed Friday, Aug 19 2005 

been feeling lousy today.. =(( kinda sad.. bt jux nw went out & eat wif kenny & ken.. felt better.. cos talk a lot of crap.. laughed a lot.. felt so much better.. and i ate a lot.. it’s just me lar.. i’ve decided not to starve myself.. instead.. i’ll spend all my money on FOOD.. since it’s the most reasonable “thing” i can spend on.. if i buy mp3.. it’ll will be wasting $$ since it’s not within budget.. but if i spend on food, then it’ll not be considered as waste cos com’on lar.. we need to eat right?!

hai.. it’s like.. i really want that zen neeon lar.. it’s damn nice u noe.. bt yeah.. it’s NOT within budget.. thought it was kinda lyk a good offer already.. it’s 5gb for goodness sake!! and it’s small.. yeah.. smaller than my hp.. and krys bought it today.. thanx a lot.. just make me jealous only lor.. sumtyms lyk veh sad cos lyk keep wonderin.. why i not in a weathly family.. arghs!! really very jealous lor.. part of me asked me to be understandin abt my family’s situation.. part of me asked me to stop believing in adults.. cos outta 10 tyms.. they only kept their promises once or twice..

sumtyms i feel so stupid lar.. keep tinkin dat they will get me my stuffs aft dey’re over the tide.. bt den.. dey’re lyk NEVER over it.. so yeah.. i tot.. if i sacrifice one ting.. i mite get the other one u noe.. bt no.. was discussin abt the 10 days trip.. to cambodia.. thailand & all.. den yeah.. so dey were lyk sayin it’s 3rd world country.. u sure u can tahan? den fine lar.. i said den i dun go lor.. i buy mp3 can?! den yeah.. dey jux kept quiet.. this also cannot dat also cannot..

is lyk to satisfy material needs.. normally u can rely on rich parents.. rich bf or u work to earn $$ for it.. in my case.. i haf NONE.. i dun work.. i tink i shld.. kinda regret signin up for sch last yr.. shldnt even go to sch.. jux continue workin.. mayb i wld haf gotten wadeva i wanted.. cos mine will b xtra income wad.. i dun care already lor.. if i ever find a job.. i’m jux gonna stick to it.. dun care whether my studies sux or ntx.. cos dats the only way i can satisfy my material needs..

it’s lyk dumb to quarrel wif family members over material issues rite? bt i jux carn hlp it.. HAI! i dun even noe wad i wan!! basket.. i’ve been overcome by greed.. jux take everything away.. i dun see anyting i nid.. no.. nothing..

funny!! Thursday, Aug 18 2005 

aiyah.. saw the schedule of the pesta sukan liaox.. den yeah.. kenna team also.. i was tinkin the 2nd wk can dun go cos 2nd wk is team event.. nw hafta go lor.. den yeah.. hafta wear white tp shirt.. mux go & buy.. $8.50 can?! i wonder gt refund ntx.. muahaha.. *ponders* lolx.. den mux pay again when the archery shirt comes.. eeekss!!

den hor.. i gave my wallet to chantel.. but i cannot recall lar.. den she kept it for me larx.. aft biochem den we end sch already mar.. so krys & her went off while i waited for my classmates cos gotta go CIP mar.. yup.. den yinz took quite some time to find her WEE HONG MUI.. haha.. quite long lar.. kel & i were watchin ppl draw frm the 2nd floor.. den this girl was abt to finish her abstract liaox.. hehe.. nice nice.. ^^

we were supposed to reach there at 2.30pm lehx.. bt by den it was already 2.40pm lor.. i still wasn’t sure where the CIP place was lar.. i tot was near fengshan cc there.. bt in the end~ it was near my hse.. muahaha.. lyk jux beside yu neng pri? walkin distance? hahaha.. damn shiok lar.. yeah.. while gloatin over it.. bus 69 came.. THEN, I REALISED THAT MY WALLET WASN’T WITH ME!! but i can’t rmb where i left it.. biz park? no.. cos i went to the bkshop to buy my shirt aft dat.. den in the tut room? carn b.. i dun rmb holdin it.. *kan jiong*

while i was busy fumblin thru my bag for the wallet.. kel was lyk hurry call ur frens!! lolx.. den i called krys.. she was lyk.. whr r u?? hurry call chantel.. den i was lyk huh?! chantel? orh ok!! den i called chantel.. i only said.. ehh chantel.. my.. den she OH SHIT!!! ur wallet is with me!! hahaha.. damn funny lar!! the prob is.. i dun rmb dat i gave her my wallet.. den she actually left sch WITH my wallet.. so funny!! she dun rmb dat my wallet was with her too.. lolx.. damn funny!!!

yeah.. den managed to heave a sigh of relief.. bt cldn’t stop laughin lar.. haha.. jux find it veh hilarious.. lyk so blur lar!! nt jux me u noe.. i cldn’t rmb dat i gaf her.. den she cldn’t rmb dat she had it.. hahaha!! so cute huh?! lolx.. so i met her at the inter den she gimme my wallet larx.. den we (kel, yinz, binzan, gl, sharon & i) hurry chiong dwn to the place for CIP lorx.. yup.. i din noe yu neng student care gt 2 blks one lor.. lolx.. until today.. =X hehe.. so 3 hafta go the other blk.. which is kel, yinz & i..

den when we reach there.. gt this tcher roughly brief us on wad we hafta do lar.. den saw this boy standin outside the class.. lyk veh poor ting lykdat.. haha.. veh funny lar.. we were lyk.. so cute lar.. he’s very hyperactive kind.. yeah.. and he told us he was bein punished cos he din wanna take aftnoon nap (wth?!).. lolx.. den guess wad the tcher told us? “dun see he cute cute arh.. very noisy one.. last time cute is really cute.. in this generation arh.. cute is dangerous” wahahahahahah!! we jux stand there & laugh lar!! lolx..

den the tcher warn him.. jonathon.. dun act cute arh.. these jie jies veh fierce one arh.. will bite one.. u misbehave den they’ll tell me.. hahaha.. so funny lar.. yeah.. den the class had ard 11 pri 1 students lar.. so we played this game with them.. spellin & maths lar.. yup.. divide into 2 grps & all.. lyk wth.. these kids scold each other stupid jux cos their grpmates gt the wrong ans.. wanna kenna whack rite?! until this boy boy jiong yang.. he said.. aiyah!! only game mar.. wow.. i’m impressed.. hehe..

den when it’s his turn rite.. he die die also dun wanna go up & do maths u noe.. in the end we tot dat he was a weak student lar.. dats y he din wanna go.. bt when we gave the qn rite.. he write his ans damn fast lar.. he noes hw to do lar.. jux dat he din wanna come out.. so notti rite!! to tink we tot he din noe hw to do.. dats y he din wanna play.. i guess he tinks our qns are too easy for him.. =(( haha..

cos the class was gettin too noisy.. jonathon lar.. keep runnin ard.. den we had to threaten the class lar.. “if u all make summore noise.. we’ll ask mdm lucy to come & teach u all”.. and “dun make noise arh.. later i photocopy 10 pg of assessment for u all to do”.. den they were all lyk dun wan dun wan!! lolx.. mdm lucy is the fierce fierce tcher.. the tcher dat told us CUTE IS DANGEROUS.. lolx.. den the class was still a bit noisy so we gey gey ask yinz go & call mdm lucy larx.. bt she actually went to the toilet.. den who knows.. MDM LUCY CAME IN!! then the whole class jux point at jonathon.. hahahahaha.. kenna sabo only lar.. suay right?! lolx..

in the end we haf no choice bt to break the grps up.. so we decided on “free & easy” activity.. the gals did colourin.. den the guys play chess & all.. i dun get it lar.. gt 1 guy do colourin also can “fight” with the guy playin chess.. doin 2 diff activities leh!! dunno hw cum dey can still fight u noe.. *headache* in the end yinz kel & i also join them.. so i sat there colourin wif the gals.. hehe.. den i kinda scared dat mdm lucy come in.. cos if she comes in den lyk see us colourin.. a bit dumb rite.. the colourin is for the kids lar.. den we all.. hai.. lolx.. buay paiseh meh!!

lolx.. yeah.. den we left at 6.. bt dey consider dat we did 4 hrs of CIP lar.. so yeah.. hehe.. b4 we left we took pics wif the kids.. onli left 7 lar.. 4 went home already.. so here are the pics!!

the girls doin colouring.. =))

big girl.. =X

kel with the remainin kids..

my turn!! ^^

yinz~~

ok a bit of favouritism.. this is my fave gal.. huihui.. hehe.. so sweet rite?! den the guy in the 1st row.. jiong yang.. also cute!! =P reminds me of sec 2 de CIP.. my hao yi.. hahaha.. so cute lar! hehe.. yupp..

dats abt it lar.. hehe.. =)) tc yeah peeps.. gotta study for mgen already.. i noe nuts abt it.. and i carn afford to fail anymore tests!! *sighs* jia you jenn!! ^^

love, jenn

carpenters - close to u Wednesday, Aug 17 2005 

my sister played this song on her songlist.. then it reminds me of how chantel & i always got this song stuck in our head.. lolx.. that was during year 1 sems 1.. exams period.. it’s very funny lar.. then karo also.. cos we go to sch tog mar.. then we keep listenin to songs.. like “these words”.. “close to u”.. and a few more.. but we keep on repeating these few songs.. hehe!!

yup.. how things changed huh.. no longer talkin to karo.. lyk.. yeah.. cos diff course & all.. yup.. den my mu jia.. hai.. jie mei gang.. everything changed.. if only everything can remain the same huh.. but i guess that’s life.. that’s how we grow up huh.. for everything that we want.. we need to give up something else.. yup..

just wanna share the lyrics with u guys!! and i’m outta here!! =))

love, jenn

Carpenters - Close To You
Why do birds suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near~
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by~
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

good girl Sunday, Aug 14 2005 

ohh boyy!! am i a good girl or what?! i finished my AIMM lab report, FPATH lab report & my APEL reflections already!! hehe.. so proud of myself.. bt cos of this i missed out a no. of stuffs.. didn’t go dinner wif kenny they all aft trainin yest.. also din go meet enlin they all to celebrate her bday.. sorry!! yeah.. den also din go wif bendan to his cousin’s bday party.. =(( den today i stayed at home again.. to finish it up.. den nv go dinner wif bendan’s family lor.. nevertheless.. i’m glad i finished my work.. =))

yeah.. yest went to see bendan play match again.. bt this tym was much earlier.. hehe.. had to wake up at 6am lorr.. yeah.. den aft dat mux chiong bck sch for trainin.. kinda tired.. bt yeah.. mux show support mar.. den nxt wk my turn to haf comp. .. a bit sian lar.. actually kinda indecisive abt it.. dun even noe whether i shld go & support him nxt wk ntx.. nt exactly whether i shld go or wad.. bt yeah.. is whether i can or nt.. cos it clashes lar.. hai!!

aiyahh.. nuthin much interestin in my life.. jux find dat.. nw it’s lyk life isn’t really in my ctrl anymore.. i mean.. i’m still in ctrl of it.. bt den i carn really do wad i wanna do already.. cos i’m tied down by a lot of stuffs.. i can no longer dun care abt stuffs.. cos i noe every single decision i make will affect people.. i shldn’t b selfish.. i carn onli tink of myself..

see!! i’m behavin lyk a young adult.. haha.. =P okok.. i haf nuthin better to share.. tc peeps!!

love, jenn

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